i'm a sucker for a kind word

                   

Sprinkles cupcakes, playing in blue sand, good friends, and damn good music make everything better.

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Sober Thoughts For A Lonely Mind

I miss that. A lot.

I sometimes wonder what's stopping me from getting in my car, forgetting about school, and just running away. Especially today. I begged and pleaded for the support to go to school anywhere near the ocean, and all I received was a big shut down from my father. Yet, now he supports his almost step-daughter who did the same damn thing I wanted to do?

I feel as though I've been shutting down my happiness for everyone else. I came to Denton the first time to make my family feel good about me going to school. I went back home to take care of my suicidal mother when she couldn't take care of herself. And I came back for what I thought would bring back the spark in me, but I think I'm starting to realize that I was mistaken. 

Where do I go from here?

"A dark haired woman is driving the roads, 

Breathing deeply, she don't mind being alone."

Oh Lord, we break so easy

Safe,

Atomic Roads, Nuclear Sunrise
They Left Me All Alone
Falling Stars Exploding on The Sea
God it's Beautiful
The Land and The Roses Slowly Disappear
Why I'm So Alone?
A Wounded Angel Is Smiling to Me
God It's So Beautiful

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M83- "Safe"

Sometimes life just needs music.

faith,

So, I came home to visit for the weekend, hanging out with my mom and my best friend, and what do I get talked into doing?!

Haha. 

Of course, leave it to my mother; She convinced me to get my first one, and she wanted me to partner in crime with her to get one tonight. I don't have a pic of hers yet, but it's a purple and turquoise dragonfly in the same spot, and I absolutely love it!

Anyways, I hope you all have a great weekend and be safe! <33

thank you target!

... for having Flight of the Conchords on sale today! That made my day. Hands down!

Damn, am I lame or what? Ha.

Not much to say today, it's back to a beautiful, sunny 65 degrees today and I think I should go enjoy it outside :]

"You're so beautiful,...."